I didn’t get into the program, with 25 spots available and seemingly little interest in the program. I interviewed very poorly and said I was much to casual about it. They think I did really badly, I thought I had a pretty good shot, quite the difference in opinion. I don’t anticipate that I’ll get the other position I applied for. It baffles me though when people are doing better than me with far less ability to be flexible, I guess they at least know what to expect from them, I don’t make it clear. I think Des will find out soon how truly bad of interview I can do. Fuck the Category job that I declined to interview for is posted again, I might have had a real good shot at it, for fuck sakes. I am simply at a loss of words, I have shot myself in the foot much too often. I just feel like the biggest dipshit on the planet who can’t do anything right. I hate my awkwardness.<\/p>\n
Kitty decided to rest on my neck, with his but on my ear.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I didn’t get into the program, with 25 spots available and seemingly little interest in the program. I interviewed very poorly and said I was much to casual about it. They think I did really badly, I thought I had … Continue reading